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Its 2:20..and im bored...my parents went to Smithville and my sisters at work idk where the other one is n my brothers out somewhere..idk and idc...so im home all alone..i woke up at like 1...and now im sitting here doing nothing...i wanted to go to the mall 2day n return a pair of shoes i got and i wanted to go to walmart n get things that i need...but i dont see that happening today..
Lastnight i went to see a Cinderlla Story with Sabrina...it was sooooooooo cute...i loved it...i wish i was Hillary Duff in that movie...right sabrina?..hah...we went to see it at 6:15 so it was pretty early n sabrinas dad was picking us up n she told him 10 so we walked around a lil bc the movie got out at 8 n then we decided to go to applebees...i just got fries n sabrina got this shrimp thing..gross...but yeah n then she kept calling jen n jen kept hanging up on sabrina so sabrina kept on calling her over n over n over again...and then we were sitting in applebees n we see jen n matt walk by n sabrinas like there they are theres matt! i was like what shes like theres jen n matt! shes like go run after them so i ran out of applebees after them n i yell jen! and she turns around n goes what!..n i was like eww what...n shes like yeah...and then her sister was like we have 2 be somewhere in a couple of minutes well talk to u later..i was like okkkkkkkkk....n that was the end of that
After we were done with Applebees we just walked around in circles around the plaza a couple times...we kept passing these group of kids n one was on rollerblades n the others were on bikes so we decided to play the trust game with them...haha..we almost got ran over...n then we were walking n we passed the again n then we decided to play the trust game with them n i decided to measure the side walk n they were coming n i moved n they came zooming by hey almost killed me...n then they stopped up by where the wiz used to b n i was like sabrina there waiting 4 us were going to get mugged! so we walk by them n there silent i was like omg sabrina were gonna die!...n then there like yo! come here! n we just kept walking n they kept on calling us n i was like what! n there like come here! n im like no! n then me n sabrina decided to go walk toward them n then when we got to the garbage can right b4 them we would turn around n walk away...so we did that n then they started calling us names bc we wouldnt talk to them...so i was like u got beef!? n they were like yeah..n i was like well then take it to the butcher!...n they called us useless...haha it was pretty funny but that was the end of that...n then when we were walking on the other side of the plaza closest to the wiz this guy that was like 35 drives by n stares us down he did the arm on the seat n steering wheel n stared at us...he wasnt even looking at the road in front of him...we were like EWW!! he was like 40..but it was funny...
Then for the rest of our time we just walked around n then went home...but i had a good time...it was funnnnn...i wonder what jens beef was with us...hmm..well whatever..
Catch ya on the flip side dude!
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Well 2day i went to Six Flags with Justin...oh god...i had to wake up 7:00 AM to go...whoo wee...we got there at like 9:30 n it was raining one the way there so when we were there....it was raining...it rained the whole time n then started down poring...when it started to rain we decided to go on the Ferrist Wheel bc everything else was closed down till it stopped raining...so we ran to the ferrist wheel n the guys like no were closed...so we ran in to an aracade n we saw the big swing going so were like "YEAH SWING IN THE RAIN" so we all ran to that n we got DRENCHED...the rain was falling off of the top of the swing directly onto me..i got soaked! we were all trying to hold on to each others swing when it started to go but the guy yelled at us!.....n then we decided that we were already all wet so we just went with it..it was alot of fun..n then we went back to the car to eat n i was all dryed n then we went back in n i was like this time im getting a freaking PANCHO bc im not getting wet again...so i got a PANCHO!haha megan the buttons that we were FASTINATED by..they were so cool...mine kept unbuttoning!...it was soooo cool but i left it in momma dukes car!!!!!...so mad about that...oh well ill eventually get it...but yeah..we went on alot of rides even though it was raining...we left at like 6 n got back at 6:30 n we had to drop sandi off n she lives by the rec center n i had a movie 2night there so we just decided to go...so i just got home from that...it was a load of fun!...and megan u r my "best buddy"..according to the key chain i wanted to give you...n in 2 years u r coming shopping with me bc ill b able to drive next summer but ull b gone already by the time i can sooo ull just have 2 wait till the year after that...ne way...my aunt didnt leave yet..she was suppose to leave 2day but she didnt!...yeh!...but besides that im hungry...im going ot get somehting to eats!...peace out girl scout
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Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
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2night i went to the movies with Justin...we went to see I, Robot..it was with will smith..it was ok...i didnt understand it alot...but it was funny..."did u just shoot at me with ur eyes shut?!?!"
But yeah 2morrow my aunts coming down n were going to visit my grandpa so i have 2 wake up early n then in the afternoon were going to six flags so my little cousins can ride the kiddy rides..im not really looking forward to it..but i kind of have 2 go..bc if i dont all of them wont b able to ride the rides....so i feel bad
Friday theres a movie at the Rec Center..Life of a teenage drama queen..and my aunts leaving friday afternoon..thank god..jk!
But yeah ne way...only a couple more weeks til i go to south carolina...i cant wait...and only like 57 more days til my birthday...cant wait for that eaither bc i get my belly button pierced n i get to go out to dinner with all my family n i get my name plate which i have been waiting for for a very long time...
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My dad got a new truck today!...no more caddy..so sad...he got a GMC yukon..its soo nice...its white..it has a DVD player with these head sets so u can listen to it n its so cool...it was 47,000$ and change...thats aloooooooooot of money....but its so cool...i like it alot..
But yeah ne way...im going to the movies tonight...going to see I, Robot..have no clue what that is...but oh well!...i still have like another hour ugh!...well ttul!
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Im very bored so i decided to write in here about somethings...
Hmm it kinda sucks having no friends..bc when ur bored u have no one to talk to...but its kind of relaxing..im afriad im gonna end up having not alot of friends when i grow up...bc im not the kind of person with that personality to meet different people n hang out with them...i just like to stick to who i know really well...i think that since i was just so comfortable with my 2 really good friends that i didnt bother to talk to other people n try to make friends with them..i mean i did...but there not people that i would actually hang out with...And now there mad at me n i am back on "speaking terms" with one...but that doesnt mean ne thing bc were not even talking ne way..but ik im going to end up like my sister...bc shes just like me..shes not interseted in goign to clubs n doing all that stuff like my other sister..for one..my other sister doesnt have a bf so she can just go out n do whatever she wants..she goes out n drinks n goes to clubs n has a lot of friends bc shes like that...like shell go to a club get some peoples numbers n then end up being friends with them...im not that type of person to do that...im more of just do with what i have...which i think is fine...but in the long run..its nice to have more..
Like 2day..i was sitting my in bathroom painting my toe nails n my sister nikki was doing her eye brows n my other sister jackie was washing her face and my sister nikki she likes to buy very expenisve stuff...she doesnt care..if she likes it she gets it...she just got another coach purse(shes obcessed with coach)which was 300$ n the wallet to match was $198...and she went to the city yesterday and bought a louie vaton bag...which was real n it was $500....i was like r u kidding me..it was this little tiny thing..it was ugly too...and she said u only live once...if u like it get it...even though shes owes like $4,000 on her credit cards...i was like id ont have those problems...and they were like dont worry u will...but whatever...its her life let her do whatever she wants with it...
Im kind of stuck in a rut here....idk..When i got into a fight with my friends....i thought it would be nice to hang out with my boyfriend alot over the summer...bc i always see them and dont see him enough...and i dont regret saying what i said at all..im more then happy hanging out with him alot...i like it alot...but now i dont know where and when to pick it up with my friends again..i mean i dont regret not being able to see them...bc sabrina has work 3 days a week...and jen...idk she also is always hanging out with her boyfriend...and after spending the last week with them when i went to my aunts...i think we just need time apart...and im going to b spending a week with them camping..but who even knows about that since they arent even speakign to me...so yeah..idk...i dont regret anything..i love hanging out with my boyfriend...i enjoy it alot..i just dont know when to pick it up with my friends...if i am even friends with them again bc they wont even talk to me even though im suppodily on "speaking terms" again with sabrina...so who knows.
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I went shopping 2day with my sister!!...i only got a pair of shoes..my sister got the same ones...i only had 30$ n the shoes were 25 so that was all i was able to get...n then we went to this store in the mall bc she wanted to get the Ashlee Simpson CD n they were all sold out so we went to Circut City n they were sold out there n we also went to Target n they were also sold out and so was Best Buy!..so we gave up...all the people that worked there said they didnt expect it to sell well but were they wrong!
2morrow she said she was going to get a pedicure so im gonna go with her...i need one real bad...
Well im bored...on the phone..ttul
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Whoa...i just woke up at 3...i never really woke up this late...the latest was 1:45...now i deff wasted half the day away...
Yesterday i went over Justins house...had fun..attempted to play manhunt but there wasnt enough people..and i have enough bug spray on me to last me the rest of my life...
And now im just sitting here doing nothing...bc i just woke up...::boring::...
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2day was kind of boring..i woke up early and kind of just sat around all day n did nothing and watched sandlot! which a great movie....and then i went out to eat with my dad n mom...we went to Pete n Eldas...we had to wait like an hour and a half but it was all worth it bc i got my buffalo wings which i have been wanting for like the past week...
so that was my day......2morrows another day...same old shit just a differnt day...
ive been having dreams lately about my old friend melissa that i used to b friends with since like 6th grade...i havent talked to her in a WHILE like almost a yr now...she used to always call me n i think she got a lil tired of it n i kinda lost her phone # so i cant call her..i plan on going to see her when i can drive bc she doesnt live to far...when i was cleaning out under my bed i found all these notes n cards she gave to me when we were really good friends...i think we lost touch bc she was a very jealous person if u had other friends that u could hang out with n when i met jen n sabrina n she moved away i would always hang out with them n she got mad..whole story...and we lost touch since freshman yr..so yeah..
now im on the phone...so ttul
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Saturday, July 17th, 2004
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2night i went to the boardwalk with Justin and Mike..we went in the Funhouse!...mike was scared..more scared then i was..then they went in the arcades..we went on the ferrist wheel thing a bob ride...it was scary...i didnt like it..then we walked down to the Jettys...idk what the are..i climbed on them..it was fun..i went in the water...well it got me all wet...the waves were really rough n high..then we walked back n my mom drove them home n now im sitting here bored..
I think my moms starting to get mad at me bc i keep asking to go over Justins house..I asked 2day n she said no n i got all mad bc i dont have ne one else to hang out with bc sabrina n jen are mad at me n i prob wont be hanging out with them for a while and i want to hang out with him as much as i can bc i wont b able to see him for like a month soon...my mom told me she didnt want me going there everyday like i have been for the last week..soo we went to the bw instead n she let me go..
I was asked to go to a party 2night but i decided not to go bc i didnt think it would b a very good idea considering it was a guy n i have a boyfriend..so yea that was the end of that
Ne way...its 11 o clock..and im bored..
I want to go swimming!!
Catch ya on the flip side
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I havent updated in such a long ass time...ive just been to lazy.
Well schools out and its finially summer..it doesnt feel like it though...ive been to the beach a couple of times n just hanging out with Sabrina and Jen and also hanging out with Justin.
This past weekend i went to my aunts house for like 4days so i could go to her block party since my parents werent going...Sabrina n Jen came..which i think was a big mistake of me bc we got into a fight n idt they want to b my friend ne more...but they had fun i was in a terrible mood the whole weekend...so whatever...
4th of July was fun...I spent it with Justin..I went to his house..met some of his family..then went down to the lil beach n watched his brothers set off like a million and 1 fireworks.Ive been spending alot of time with him recently and i dont regret it...weve gotten alot closer then we have ever been.
I went to Six Flags with him a couple times..and he got me to go on Nitro which i was like hyperventaling on...and i went on it...it wasnt bad but i didnt like it and im prob never going on it again!...they also got me to go on Batman Chiller..the red one..i didnt like that 2 much either bc the take off scared me half to death...and they went on dare devil dive but they didnt even have to ask me to go on that bc i wasnt going to ne way...not even to save my life!
But yeah summers been fine so far...it hasnt been really hot in a while though...damn storms...
I went to Breannas Softball game lastnight...they didnt win...it was like 2 to 16...but she did great!
But im wrapping it up here...nothing else good to say till i can think of it...i dont think i have "best friends" ne more considering what my opinions were...but whatever...dont know what im going to do...but hopefully everything will b better in the future for me.
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Thursday, June 24th, 2004
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I havent updated in a whillllllleeeee....i lost AIM :-(....very upset about that....so im kind of in AIM withdrawal...and didnt want to update ne more...kind of getting lazy....but ill start up again..
Alot has happened since i last updated...my computer isnt a dick ne more...but it still has its days...thats why we had to get rid of AIM bc it was screwing up my computer...
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I absoutley HATE my computer!!!...it never works for me..but my dad is taking to his friend to get it fixed...so yeah...
Im sooo bored...this week is going to go so slow...i cant wait till the last day..im going home with sabrina n were going to the beach...yay! n then the 18th English Town! yay...
Im not going to Puerto Rico anymore... :-( im very upset about that bc i was so excited but my mom might most likely have 2 get another surgery...so she wont b able to go...she goes to the doctor this friday so well find out...
I cant wait to get my belly button pierced...im re thinking the nose bc my mom has it n its kind of gross so idk..
3months 1 week n 1 day left till my birthday!!
24 days till sabrinas! I have 2 start shopping for something for her.
I got yelled at for my shirt today but i really dont give a shit n 2morrow its suppose to be 88 so im wearing another tank top n i really dont care...Ne way...i have some opinions of mine about a certain subject but i dont feel like talking about it right now...
I love my boyfriend!
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Omg i have been trying to update for the last couple of days n my computers been a wack job...so it wouldnt let me...damn computer!!!
Well my weeks been really crazy..i cant even remember half of the stuff i did...
I went tanning today...i went to dunkin dounts n got a coffee latte!!ive been up since 9:30 so im really wired!!!i havent really done ne thing special this weekend...just sat home...i have 2 read but i dont want to! so im gonna hold off as long as i can..
Me n Sabrina on my Birthday (September 16th 2004) are going to get our belly buttons pierced together...shes going first!!!...were going together so we can experience it together...well like call up each other n well feel like same pain!...were gonna be best friends forever...GRANDMA IN LAWS...
But yeah i feel like im losing one of my bestfriends...ive lost alot of friends this year...but what can you do...ik sabrina will b the one that will b there till the end! yay!
I love my boyfriend!
Ne wayyy....lmfao...sorry im really wired...
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Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
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Well 2day was chuck full of fun....:D...not really...my mom went in for sugery today...but shes ok she should b home in like a half hour...the phone hasnt stopped rining alllllll day long its getting on my freaking nerves...i think im starting to get a twitch...
School was boring 2day...nothing exciting.
Got home from school...read my outside reading book then fell asleep n my brother n his friends woke me up...then sabrina called so i was on the phone with her for a while...talking about stuff
Cleaned up the house a lil n then my brothers friends came in the house..ohhhh god...what fun...not! hung out with them for a lil while...there crazy they were picking on me the whole time ne way!..found out my brothers friend scott was this kid that lived around the corner from me when i was little...he moved n we never heard from him again n then he just told me that that was him!!! i was like nooooo way!! so weird.....n then i went for a run n then talked to my bif on the phone n then got down the pillows n blankets for my mom bc she cant go up the stairs for 3 days so she has to sleep on the couch...soooo i did that n i swear i didnt break one of her draws!!!!
im tired...ive been running around doing things since i got home...pheww...::exhausted::
I cant wait till i actually have a real life...like my license a job...a real job like in an office or something...not like the diner...i cant wait to grow up n have a family n stuff...it looks like fun...but i want to stay 21 forver thats my goal in life...to stay 21 forever.....
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Yesterday i went to a funeral...my dads best friends dad died...so i decided to go....i started getting sick in the car n then i got really sick when we got there...it was horrible...
This kid John hes my dads friend Sal's Son...we grew up together...so ive known him since i was a baby...My mom was talking to him about his Senior Prom n who he was going with...his girlfriend they been going out for like 4 months..n somehow marriage came into the conversation n my mom was saying keep your options open dont settle too soon you still have your whole life ahead of you n i was like mom what about you you got married at like 21....n she said well i just wanted to get married i didnt want to go around guy to guy..and John was saying that he agreed with her...it was so cute..hes like yeah when you meet that girl..the one its like wow and you head just turns around...n he kept saying when u meet that one person you know...my mom was like thats so weird ive never heard that coming from a guy bc you always hear that coming from girls...it was so cute...
I had the weirdest dream last night...someone was in it but im not saying her name....but it was hysterical...
Ne way...im bored..and tired...So im going to sleep
I love Justin
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Well this weekend is kind of boring so far...Friday i had to go to the Rec Center right after school for the Pasta Dinner thing...had fun at that...Saturday went tanning...then went to sabrinas after...we watched Win a date with tad hamilton....it was so cute!...then we went to the lil beach by her house...it was so windy we only stayed there for like 20 minutes...then we went bike riding!...we got the bike down from the ceiling....dont ask how we managed that one...then the tires were flat so we had to find the stupid pump which we couldnt find for like 20 minutes..then we finially found it...we were suppose to go out with lindsey but she cancelled on us last minute so we had nothing to do n then sabrinas dad called...he asked us what we were doing that night n sabrina told him how we were suppose to go to the bw but we didnt have rides so he said he would bring us!! so we went! we always find a way..but it was boring...we got back at like 9:30...somehting like that then we ended up just watching tv...we fell alseep n then decided to go to sleep...n now im home doing nada...hopefully im doing something 2morrow or today with my family...doubt it though...
I was with sabrina for 24 hours.
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I went tanning!...its all itchy...finially getting good color n its staying...I also got my hair cut 2day!...very nice...went to oldnavy got flip flops...there greennnnnn....so i can wear them with my green shirt...my mommy likes to see me match!....HAHA>> I said this to my brother....hes like look at me...i was like "i cant look at you bc i might turn to stone"....haha...i thought it was harlious...my mom yelled at me but it was worth it....
I have to go straight to the Rec Center 2morrow after school bc were having a Spagetti Dinner for the old peoples...n there watch a movie after they eat "Some like it hot"..never heard it...i wont get out of there till prob like 8-9ish...should b fun ::sarcastic::
I have a test 2morrow in Us History...prob will fail...Ahh what else is new!....I cant wait till i can drive...not till September 16th!n then i have to wait another yr just to get my license...jen gets hers in september...damn her!...SO i wont b able to drive till im a senior....You know when i graduate ill be 17...thats so weird...ill b in college when im almost 18..thats if i make it!...
3 DAY WEEKEND!...yay!...cant wait!..Six Flags ne one?! ik sabrinas all over that...
WEll im bored! so see ya wouldnt wanna b ya!
I love Justin!
Me and Sabrina r gonna get matching shorts and on the back of Sabrinas shorts its gonna say Faggot and on the back on mine its gonna say Beanie...and were gonna stand next to each other n its gonna say FaggotBeanie....dont ask!!
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Yesterday i didnt do much...i had a meeting after school and that was it...i did something after school but idr what it was...oh..wait...no i didnt...ha...just sat around..
2day was the food festival!! me n sabrina stayed after to help clean bc the teacher dropped our lowest grade n gave us a 100! i need to pass that class bc im not taking spanish next yr..cant stand it..so if i dont pass it then i have 2 take it again! n im so not doing that...so whatever it takes!
I had to wait longer for my bus to come bc it doesnt come till 3:15 so i went n sat with kaci n joy in the computer thingy room...there making computers n they get paid to do it! n then they get to keep it! but its alot of work they said.
I have to finish reading my outside reading book..theres like 400 pages n i only read like 75...hey! im on chapter 7.....its due june 9th...hopefully i finish in time!
I go tanning today...sabrina goes...."at our ten year highschool reunion well see who has skin cancer"...bc bascially all the girls in there go tanning...ha...
MY SISTERS HERE!! going to say hi!
Bie!
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I went out to eat with my sister tonight for dinner and our waitress is my sisters friend...and me n my sister were talking about her and her boyfriend...n then she was saying how she wants to marry him n blah blah...how she has no other intrest in any guys but him n all that stuff...and im happy with myself..but when it comes to other people...i never feel like i can b good enough...pretty enough..skinny enough...it sucks..bc when ur all comfortable with urself..say ur going out..you dress really nice..u look perfect to yourself n then u go out..see a girl that looks way better than you n u just dont feel good enough...and i know that shouldnt matter at all but thats how i feel sometimes...like say your out with someone u really like..prime example.your boyfriend...you feel like nothing else can bother you...and then a really pretty girl walks in the room...i just like wonder what goes on through that other persons mind..if anything...i know, i know that that shouldnt matter to anyone and that you should b happy with urself..blah blah blah..all that stuff...but i do feel like that sometimes..it should only matter whats on the inside and that the other person loves you for who you are n not what u look like...but sometimes i start thinking...im not pretty enough..skinny enough..all this stuff...n its not healthy to think like that...but it does cross my mind..theres always someone thats going to b prettier than you...skinner than you..smarter than you..but u cant let that bother you...you have to accept you for you...sounds corny!!! but true...
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JENS ADVICE
Just some tips for some certain people:
1. If you love somebody don't fool around with other girls. Appreciate what you have. And who
you love.
2. Don't have your own friends tell another girl to fuck off, when you know you should be telling
her yourself.
3. Toughen your ass up and stop getting other people to fix your gay ass mistakes.
4. Stop taking advantage of the ones you care about most!
5. Sometimes you should keep your comments to yourself because they're bound to hurt
someone.
6. Stop treating others with disrespect and dishonesty.
TAKE IT!
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